DO.THE.WRITE.THING

so people have been asking me recently what makes my blog so special.. and i dont really know how to answer that. its been doing really well, but i dont think i’ve been showing enough of myself to the readers. A lot of people appreciate me for being kind, caring, loyal, honest, and funny. But i dont really show too much of my personality on here. I figure i’m giving everyone what they want to read or hear or watch and its stuff that i also like. You wont see me post some shit that i dont like just to get views, thats not me. But i also have a personal side on this blog. I’ve posted a few Thoughts For The Mind entries, along with Songs of The Day, The Daily Random, Album of The Week which all relate to my mood or things that are going through my head. Don’t take these entries as truly being random, because they aren’t, at all. I’ll start to explain why I feel like those songs or posts or randoms relate, or just quote things from the album or songs that do relate to the way I’m feeling.

anyway, I’ve been open to opinions and criticism and basically everyone has been saying the same thing “Show more of your true self.. give more opinions, more thoughts.. let everyone know the real you.” For those who are interested in some other persons thoughts.. I’ll really try to give you more of mine. Since I’m basically the shit and all, and i know all of you are just dying to hear what i have to say, I won’t hold back any longer. lolol. but yes.. more Thoughts For The Mind.. more explanations into my songs.. more thoughts on some of the music I post. i can’t rate every track nor do i intend to give you a major in-depth analysis for every song or album i post. That would be impossible, and that’s not my job. I give you the music that I LIKE, that interests ME, and YOU decide whether or not YOU like it. Just  because i say something is great or whack, it doesn’t mean you think the same thing.. and if i thought it was complete trash i wouldn’t post it. That’s why i don’t post many mainstream things other blogs post.. because I don’t want to trash my shit with that garbage. (pun intended)

My plans.. to start hosting shows. Soon you’ll see me on the stage hosting shows and promoting the music that i absolutely LOVE. i cannot wait. It is going to be an amazing experience, and hopefully it’ll be something that artists ask me to do for them. Although i do have fear speaking in front of large crowds, it is something i need to face and get the fuck over, and hosting shows is exactly the way i want to go about that. So when i start hosting shows, I’d REALLY appreciate it if people came out to support. I promise i won’t ask you to be some place you wouldn’t enjoy yourself at.

now i’d like to talk about something that i find very very very very very important to talk about and that my friends, is something called self importance (perfect word for someone who thinks they are more important than they actually are, word provided to me by j.wes, thanks). anyway. there are many many many people in this world who are self important as fuck. Some people who really don’t do shit think they are Obama. I’m not talking shit or taking shots at people, but there are tons of people like this, and im sure you can think of 10 people off the top of your head who make themselves more important than they really are.. hopefully none of those people include me. I’ve been told that i think i’m more important than i am, because of my blog, but I don’t want people to get things twisted. i love my blog, and when it does great, i’m proud of myself. I found something that i like to do, and a lot of people appreciate it. Now, because of this, i DO NOT think that i am able to do whatever else i want. I mentioned earlier that i will probably be hosting shows soon, but that is because it is something that i would be great for since i am so outgoing and energetic. If i am offered to do something I am not good at, i will not accept the offer, because i know there is someone out there that can do that job better than i can, especially if it is something i know nothing about. Just because i have this blog, it does not mean I think i am Princess Diana (RIP). I am Amy. That is who i am and who i always will be. I do not try to be anything outside of myself, and i certainly do not want to be anything less. If i was offered a job to do construction, i would not take it. If i was offered a job to be a professor, or a historian, i would take it. I’m an important fucking person, but i don’t think i should be sittin on a throne by any means.

thank you.

oh yeah, in addition to everything i just said i’d just like to shout out my BLAT! PACK fam. They truly hold it down and are always there for me when i need them. They are truly truly family. I love each and every member with all my heart. BLAT consists of the most amazing people i’ve ever met in my entire life. i LOVE you guys! Thank you for giving me the opportunities that you have given me. I really really appreciate it.

and i’ll leave you with this- my song of the day to show you exactly how i’m feeling.

BIG KRIT- “Good Enough”

chasin dreams that i can barely see.. shootin for the stars when its something i can never be, maybe all the flash wasn’t meant for me.. maybe i’m too real for this industry, i sit alone in this 4 cornered room, writin about life and how it goes too soon..

i cant keep worrying about the things in my life i cant change, dear lord give me the strength to fight the evil in this game, i close my eyes and get down on my knees, pray to the heavens protect my family.. thats good enough for me.